Thursday, October 29, 2009

LOOK...I KNOW I'M WRONG.

I know ok. I know.

I thought for a few minutes about how I can re-word this just in case...someone on this site knows who I am. But fug it. It wouldn't sound realistic.

So there's this girl. Who claims to have gotten knocked up by my brother. Personally, I don't think that's my brother's baby judging from the photos. And I don't know what happened during their relationship...But they broke up. My brother moved on...who now has a son who looks exactly like him. And I guess he hasn't been in touch with her months prior to her (the estranged baby mother) giving birth.

She's talked to me a few times. Before the birth and a little afterward. I've actually tried to steer my attention elsewhere being that it isn't my business...and ultimately...I really don't care. And alot of that has to do with the fact that I don't believe that that's my nephew. But I do feel bad. Like...I would HATE to be in that situation. And the worst part is...me and her went to school together. Not that we talked a whole lot. But still. And at times, I thought about actually being involved with that kid's life. Like what if it is my nephew. You know? I thought about...stepping up to the plate and picking up the kid...Cause really my family don't consist of too many kids. Not that it has to do with anything but...I just get that feeling in my heart that wants the company of a child.

Anywho...My brother is going through his situation. And the estranged baby mother is looking for him all around town. Putting out warrants. She's pulling up to my parent's homes looking for him. I know that has to be odd considering the fact that she's never met my parents. I know I'm wrong for lying to the girl. And I know that she knows. I mean...what? You want me to rat my brother out? So he can get locked up? I mean me and him don't have a decent relationship. But...I wouldn't do that. Under any circumstances.

I hate this. And I hate that she has all of my emails...phone numbers. I hate lying to her.

I don't think I'm the bad guy in this case. I'm just keeping my mouth shut.