BWAHAHAHA!

I was sorting through my music library on my Windows Media Player and I came across, "98 Degrees." I'm sure you guys probably don't know who they are but they're an old boyband from who knows when. Nick Lachey was the lead vocalist for the group and he's best known for being Jessica Simpson's ex-husband.

I actually bought their album entitled, "The Revolution." I used to be CRAZY about boybands! N'Sync, Backstreet Boys...

It kind of made me chuckle a little bit when I was playing some of these old tunes. I miss the old days.........

"EYE CANDY"

Demo clip that was produced and written by me. The entire song has already been referenced but I had to chop the length due to it being a demo. Enjoy!

http://www.zshare.net/audio/6465080366f24a53/

I'M BIZZACK!!!

I'm not dead. I just been hiding out for a little bit. Focusing on work really. Been trying to stack up after losing gobbs amount of money at the casino. Geesh.

I've been trying to tap into my inner singer/songwriter character. Currently working on some interesting pieces so stay tuned to hear it.

My birthday was two weeks ago. :D.

I put off working out for awhile now and I think its time to get back in and get it popping again. There's this cute guy there that I always look forward to seeing when I'm at the gym.

You know what, I always thought that being a CNA, One would have all of the opportunities to make a living from it. Until recently, My friend lost her job and hasn't been able to find one. AT ALL!!! I was telling myself like...How in the hell does that shit happen!?!? I thought anything in the medical field is popping.

And the other day she.............Asked me for money. Now, I'm a good friend. And would..."Help" anyone who is close to me in their time of need. But really. Is that always a good idea? Truth be told, I would. It's just the way she asked me. It kind of threw me off a little.

She texted me like, "You should let me hold $30 dollars."

Now let me ask you this. Is that an appropriate way to ask someone to loan you some money? A close friend at that? I certainly don't think so. And I didn't like the fact that she couldn't ask me in an honest way. I'm sure it had to do something with her ego too. I remember I use to tell her shit like, Dang I wish I made as much money as you. And I use to tell her all of the time to save some of that money for a rainy day. (She's one of those, "Flashy" type folks). And she actually use to make fun of my occupation. Anyways,

I text back like, "I don't care. How you want to pick it up?"

We go back and forth for a little then she decides to not borrow the money. I remember telling her later on that day that I was headed to the casino. As always, I walk out empty handed then she texts me like, "I will take you up on your offer."

And I'm like WWWWWHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAATTTTTTTTT? OFFER?!!!? Then I just made an excuse about me not having money. Only if she would have asked me in a nicer manner, I definitely would have helped her out. I can spare $30 dollars for the most part. You have no idea how much I lost at the casino in the month of August alone. But in the end, You should never do business with friends...RIGHT?

I called an old flame of mine and played Ne-Yo's - Do You on their voicemail. It's been awhile since the last time I talked to them...And I miss them. So I did what I did. It's not crazy is it? NNNNNNNNNNNNNNAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

So next day, I'm like whatever. I'm not doing that shit again. Because 99% out of a 100, They know it's me. And guess what? He called me. But I didn't answer. What was I gonna say? I know, I know. It was immature. But how else could I have expressed my feelings to him...In a way where I could maintain my anonymity?

Ok then.

DON'T YOU HATE IT...

When you're trying to cancel your account with a company and customer service is trying their best to talk you out of it?!!?

JESUS FUCKING CHRIST!!!

Just cancel the fucking account!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THE WORLD IS GOING TO END!!!;

Supposedly.

I saw the trailer to, "2012" a month ago and I've been intrigued since. Normally, I don't buy into the, "Judgement day" stuff...But after doing some research...I kind of have a change of heart. See. The world is dated to end on December 21, 2012. And by end...It's probably going to explode or...Wipe out every living thing through natural disasters. What's scary is that the fact that history supports such theories. If I remember correctly (According to my research), The date 2012 is cited somewhere in the Christian Bible as saying thats when the rapture will come. Not to mention the Mayans were the first to predict this.

Do your research!!!

PULL YA JET SKI'S OUT!!!!!

I been down at lakefront these past two hot ass days!!! Doing what might you ask? Frolicking with the waters on my jet ski!!! I fell into that nasty ass water today though. : /. I need to get myself a waterproof camera! And driving through downtown, I never realized how beautiful the scenery is on that side of town. I definitely need to hangout there more often. Seen some nice restaurants that caught my eye.

SO I HAD A TALK WITH MY FRIEND;

During one of our conversations, she mentioned that I need to get out and mingle and quit reminiscing on a certain someone. Which is generally true. But my response was...Why waste my time dating...And searching so I could end up with someone who well isn't worth my time. And ending up with someone whose more than likely to not be in my life in the long run? She agreed with my response...But she'd rather be, "Out here" than be alone and lonely.

I wonder if I am the only one who thinks that way...

See I'm the type of chick who will NOT get myself into a relationship unless I'm REALLY REALLY in love with someone. And I feel like, if I do put myself in that situation...Knowing I don't have feelings for that person...That person won't be getting 100% of me. They're only going to get a diluted version. You know? And in the end...That's only going to cause confusion, hurt and time wasted.