I'm not dead. I just been hiding out for a little bit. Focusing on work really. Been trying to stack up after losing gobbs amount of money at the casino. Geesh.
I've been trying to tap into my inner singer/songwriter character. Currently working on some interesting pieces so stay tuned to hear it.
My birthday was two weeks ago. :D.
I put off working out for awhile now and I think its time to get back in and get it popping again. There's this cute guy there that I always look forward to seeing when I'm at the gym.
You know what, I always thought that being a CNA, One would have all of the opportunities to make a living from it. Until recently, My friend lost her job and hasn't been able to find one. AT ALL!!! I was telling myself like...How in the hell does that shit happen!?!? I thought anything in the medical field is popping.
And the other day she.............Asked me for money. Now, I'm a good friend. And would..."Help" anyone who is close to me in their time of need. But really. Is that always a good idea? Truth be told, I would. It's just the way she asked me. It kind of threw me off a little.
She texted me like, "You should let me hold $30 dollars."
Now let me ask you this. Is that an appropriate way to ask someone to loan you some money? A close friend at that? I certainly don't think so. And I didn't like the fact that she couldn't ask me in an honest way. I'm sure it had to do something with her ego too. I remember I use to tell her shit like, Dang I wish I made as much money as you. And I use to tell her all of the time to save some of that money for a rainy day. (She's one of those, "Flashy" type folks). And she actually use to make fun of my occupation. Anyways,
I text back like, "I don't care. How you want to pick it up?"
We go back and forth for a little then she decides to not borrow the money. I remember telling her later on that day that I was headed to the casino. As always, I walk out empty handed then she texts me like, "I will take you up on your offer."
And I'm like WWWWWHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAATTTTTTTTT? OFFER?!!!? Then I just made an excuse about me not having money. Only if she would have asked me in a nicer manner, I definitely would have helped her out. I can spare $30 dollars for the most part. You have no idea how much I lost at the casino in the month of August alone. But in the end, You should never do business with friends...RIGHT?
I called an old flame of mine and played Ne-Yo's - Do You on their voicemail. It's been awhile since the last time I talked to them...And I miss them. So I did what I did. It's not crazy is it? NNNNNNNNNNNNNNAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
So next day, I'm like whatever. I'm not doing that shit again. Because 99% out of a 100, They know it's me. And guess what? He called me. But I didn't answer. What was I gonna say? I know, I know. It was immature. But how else could I have expressed my feelings to him...In a way where I could maintain my anonymity?
Ok then.
I've been trying to tap into my inner singer/songwriter character. Currently working on some interesting pieces so stay tuned to hear it.
My birthday was two weeks ago. :D.
I put off working out for awhile now and I think its time to get back in and get it popping again. There's this cute guy there that I always look forward to seeing when I'm at the gym.
You know what, I always thought that being a CNA, One would have all of the opportunities to make a living from it. Until recently, My friend lost her job and hasn't been able to find one. AT ALL!!! I was telling myself like...How in the hell does that shit happen!?!? I thought anything in the medical field is popping.
And the other day she.............Asked me for money. Now, I'm a good friend. And would..."Help" anyone who is close to me in their time of need. But really. Is that always a good idea? Truth be told, I would. It's just the way she asked me. It kind of threw me off a little.
She texted me like, "You should let me hold $30 dollars."
Now let me ask you this. Is that an appropriate way to ask someone to loan you some money? A close friend at that? I certainly don't think so. And I didn't like the fact that she couldn't ask me in an honest way. I'm sure it had to do something with her ego too. I remember I use to tell her shit like, Dang I wish I made as much money as you. And I use to tell her all of the time to save some of that money for a rainy day. (She's one of those, "Flashy" type folks). And she actually use to make fun of my occupation. Anyways,
I text back like, "I don't care. How you want to pick it up?"
We go back and forth for a little then she decides to not borrow the money. I remember telling her later on that day that I was headed to the casino. As always, I walk out empty handed then she texts me like, "I will take you up on your offer."
And I'm like WWWWWHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAATTTTTTTTT? OFFER?!!!? Then I just made an excuse about me not having money. Only if she would have asked me in a nicer manner, I definitely would have helped her out. I can spare $30 dollars for the most part. You have no idea how much I lost at the casino in the month of August alone. But in the end, You should never do business with friends...RIGHT?
I called an old flame of mine and played Ne-Yo's - Do You on their voicemail. It's been awhile since the last time I talked to them...And I miss them. So I did what I did. It's not crazy is it? NNNNNNNNNNNNNNAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
So next day, I'm like whatever. I'm not doing that shit again. Because 99% out of a 100, They know it's me. And guess what? He called me. But I didn't answer. What was I gonna say? I know, I know. It was immature. But how else could I have expressed my feelings to him...In a way where I could maintain my anonymity?
Ok then.
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